Thursday, June 27, 2013

In Transition

here is my explanation for not posting for a long time...I'VE MOVED! I'm officially a homeowner. Well, a condo owner, to be exact. I am so excited. It is my first place where I have ever lived on my own. That being said, there are a lot of kinks to get out such as the fact that I don't have internet set up yet. Of course, being a true person of my generation I have already used up this months data on my iphone. I really hope to update this page more often as I know i've been slacking however this lack of wifi is making it quite an obstacle!

HOWEVER,
one possible positive to my situation is that its given me a lot of free time, that I would usually spend on stumbleupon, facebook and reading blogs, to think about the direction my life is going in. I'm still in college right now but I am starting to question the path i'm on. I always thought I knew what I SHOULD be doing. But I also know what I really love doing. I am happiest when I can be am creating something. I love all things fashion, beauty, decor, art, music, etc. So when I meet others my age getting to explore some of these careers I can't help but feel like i've done something wrong. I don't feel like i'm growing as a person, I just feel as if I'm in a state of transition: waiting for this period in my life to over so I can start really living.

I'm going to start making some changes in my life starting with this blog. I am happy I have this as a creative outlet but I see other people who have blogs that they update like its there day job! I need to find the motivation to do that as I want to be able to look back at it. I guess it does make it harder when I don't have stable internet connection and take all my pictures on my phone but I am making a promise to myself to update it once a week as something I look forward to. Not only that but I want to have something worthwhile to post each time I do so that can be my motivation to try new things! That is one of my flaws is I get super excited about a project which I start and then find a new project to start half way though. That's all going to change now. I plan to do some more posts on DIY projects I've been working on but I was also hoping to do some beauty, fashion and experience posts. I really am excited about getting to trace this new stage of my life here.
anyways, I'm pretty sure I stopped making sense a long time ago so I'm gonna end here.

Love Always

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